sometimes its just hard to make a decision

time passed by through us without realising it. we don't even know whether we do really want to do it. it is hard enough to make a decision to make every single person that involved in this problem happy and satisfied. being too overwhelmed won't make us look back at what we are doing. making a decision about life is wayyy not that easy. we create our own world and do whatever we want to. everyone does want to create their own world. no rules, no stops, no disturbance happen in the middle of making WONDERLAND. why it is called wonderland? because we are wondering what is happenning in our world. this is our world. not other people. have fun with your life. life isn't that bad. its just how we make our life become bad. just remember one thing in your heart. you must have a stand in our life. and everything's under control. :)

i'm into you

i am so into you mr ne-yo.

ONE IN A MILLION is just superb.

i'm addicted to it man.

love love it.

super loving it! 

:)))

bie.

thanks for the owl city song. :)

its really MEANINGFULL.

i do really appreciate it.

I LOVE YOU!

KIT KAT :)

everyday's routine is tiring.

relax.

have a break,

have a KIT KAT. :)

nina :)

nina, i might just wanna say a few things. if that guy really loves you, he will try his best to get you back no matter what happened. but what he did really make me mad. he just say that he still likes you but he did not try his best to make you believe that you can give him one another chance. what is his plan? what is he trying to do? ruining your life? playing with your emotion? hey you boy, this girl is my soul. whenever you hurt her, i can feel it too. stop playing with her feelings. this is so not funny! nina, listen to me girl,

IF we love something,

LET IT GO

IF it comes back to you,

IT is really yours.

IF it doesn't coming back,

forget about it.

thanks baby ;D

I'm so grateful that our paths crossed along the way, and that we shared the same crazy affection for one another. I can't imagine my life without you. I love you for the way you make everyday-ness more fun. I love you because you're you and i love you and me as us. i love you for encouraging me when I'm not feeling very brave or capable or successful. you help me see the positive, and i need that. I love you for your smile, your laughter, hugs, and kisses too! I love cuddling with you. I love you for making important to you what's important to me. I love creating story of our love. i love the thought of journeying through this crazy world together, wherever it takes us. I love, love, love every inch of you. i love you baby.

baby,

thanks for text you gave me!

that was wayyy so sweet!

i read it lots of time to see whether that is really you or what. 

HAHA

sorry baby.

the person who's always been with me through thin and thick. i love you.

you might do really want to know who this person is.

he's always be by my side no matter what.

he always helped me when i need a friend in need.

he's always been there whenever i need a shoulder to cry on.

thanks for always been there for me.

i love you, no doubt.

even though we're far away, that doesn't mean that my love towards you will go far away too. :(

i love you, abang.

this birthday girl :)

tarr baby ,

its your wonderful day.

enjoy your day to the max.

you're 15 already.

that age is kinda OLD.

do you know that? 

hahaha

i was just kidding sweetheart.

have a blast!

 may Allah bless you.

i will always pray for you doll. :)

i love you. yes, i do. :)

mr p

hello mr p. 

this is a letter for you.

you stole my heart.

do you know that?

what have you done to me huh?

you do really make me love love love you, :)

you're mine forever right?

please don't go away.

pretty please.

but mr d wants you. :(

cannot cannot lah mr d. 

mr p is my soulbaby.

he always stay with me no matter what.

i've ever give him once to miss t, and she gave me back my mr p before i quit from tkc.

mr p, please stay with me. 

please don't go to mr d.

please.

i wished you will read this.

if you can read lah mr p.

haha. 

mr p is my beloved patrick. :) the boncet boncet patrick. i love you patrick. :D

cerita hidup.

masa kecik mana ada ipad, ipod, mac book semua.

aku hidup senang jee. 

main game snake dalam phone mama. haha

SKGR

six years in that school does leave lots of memories.

learn how to count, read, play, find bestfriends, fight, and lots more.

i won't write a lot about this one cs i can't really remember what happened when i was a kid.

TKC

this place changed my whole entire life. the way i talk, walk, find new friends, groupings and lots more.

not gonna tell you guys about my life since i'm in form one.

i'm gonna share with you guys what hapened when i'm in form four. :D

january 2010.

we clebrated our friends birthday. kantoi celebrate. i still remember this one. cikgu amek gamba sorang sorang because kotorkan basketball court. =.= then something happened, bla bla bla. what so ever. done. hehe.

february 2010.

can't really remember what happened. okay. i'll say the same thing till june 2010.

july 2010.

everything changed when i got caught by this two biatch. SUZA and PAMOK.

the really change my entire life. i got this stupid bullshit pertuduhan and everything. i cried a lot this month. i'll hate them till the end of my life. 

this month is when i met aqil, hafiidz, hadi, aiman, so on, so on. haha. can't remember their names. sorry.

august 2010.

everything doesn't work that well. i shout everyday. i scold people whenever i want to. juniors always be my prey. im the predator. hehe. 

august 26

i've started to pack my things. i did what i want. i've hurt the teachers. i've been very lazy. i didn't study for my exams. i cried in my exams. planned with azza and didi and zehr to climb up the rooftops but we didn't do it. hehs.

august 27

friday. i was learning biology at that time. suddenly mak cik knock on bio lab's door and wants to meet me. i was nervous because i thought those bitch wants to see me. then there's a note that mama left. i read that note and cried! ma, you didn't tell me that udak's gonna pick me up today! you said it was tomorrow! after recess time i started to pack all my things that's in my class. i didn't cry. haha. i did my bio notes. i didn't say sorry to the teachers. -.-' after done doing my notes, i bought all my stuff and rushed to go back to my dorm cs i didn't pack anything yet. i took my luggages and started to put everything inside there. syabad helped me a lot. thanks syabad. ); i met everyone that i want. well, not everyone actually. my aunts helped me packed my things and they talked a lot till my friends are fed up with them. i asked my friends to keep some of my things because im afraid that my aunts will read my life philosophy. haha. said goodbye to my friends. T.T

that night in udak's house. i thinked i forgot something. my IC!!! ooemmgee. that was such a tooot! taik. taik!

august 28

when back to school as a VISITOR.that was quite taik. i went to the common room and suza and noren was there. =.= that freaks me out! haha. i asked them whether they have my ic with them but they said NO. i was really shocked at that time and asked their permission to meet iman. i went back to the block and get to wish shera her birthday. T.T i met some of my friends and said goodbye. bye bye school. tsk tsk. my flight is at 5 pm and i waited at the airport. i met lydhna! for the last time. i cried a lot. she gave me something. she asked me to open it in the cabin. but i didn't. haha. i opened it and i was shocked to see the picture. OUR LAMP POST. i cried. and cried, and cried. the person in front of me was really weird why i cried. haha. thanks lydhna. ); i missed her. i missed kaisers. i missed everyone. T.T that was the last time i stepped my feet in kl.

NO SCHOOLING COOLING. :)

one month tarak sekolah woo. haha. raya raya. raya raya.

DPAH

new book bebeh. met all those girlfriends. new girlfriends. hehs. my life is getting much better. :)

peoples in my life :)

 this is my noni. she's my bebeh. she's my soul. probably. :D and, i love her.

 this waneey. she always have things to create, transform and she's kinda popular. naahh, she's very popular. :P

 little sayang of mine. tarr. she always share her problems with me. she's intelligent. XD

 landa. my baby. my dearest baby. she always share her love story when he's still with my buddy. she's always there everytime i need her. (;

 maizoon. my schoolmate since i'm in primary school :) she's cute, funny, adorable and chubby.

ninaa. she can read my mind. i'm her problem solver. if she has any problems that she can't share with anyone, she'll tell me. cause i'll forgot what she had told me. XP

 mr zaid. my oldie friend since i'm in kindergarten. we're in the same school for almost 9 years. and we're insane.

syahmie. i'm always his problem solver. he shares everything that he wants to share with me. he's my best buddy. :)

this one might be the longest description. he's my baby. this childish boy. always make me smile, cry, laugh, happy, sad, childish than him, doing things out of my mind, feel being loved, huggable, and SCARED. yeah, he is crazy. and he makes me crazy even more.

lydhna. my soulsister. she's not a good memorizer but she's a good listener. and she makes me feel great about myself. and like there's no reason to hate her. haish.

this is my cry baby. she always cry and i'm the one who's gonna listen to her stories. she has a good life but she doesn't realize it.

i'm bored

i am totally bored right now.

i don't even know what to do.

my body aches.

how i wish my baby is here with me.

baby, i missed you, badly. :(

first entry :)

i am totally bored bebeh. so, i decided to make a blog.

i've made a few blogs before but i've deleted my account for some good reasons.

if you do really want to read my blog, go on babes. i won't stop you.

but pretty please, just read and don't comment anything.

thanks yaww.